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"Jesus showed me I could have eternal life by giving Him my life. I wanted to go home right then. He made all old things from that moment, pass away. I was forgiven and all things, even I, became new."



In January 1984, I was in great distress, searching for the reason I was alive on this planet earth. I knew about Jesus, but I really did not know Him. I felt all had forsaken me. Nothing seemed to matter. Why was I here? What was the reason I existed? I knew I had wasted my life and all was lost, nothing was worth salvaging. I saw the destruction that the life I had been leading had brought. It was the life of sin (which is death). At that moment, I fell to my knees, calling on God, asking what it was all about. Why, if He is God, was I in this position? All kinds of questions flashed through my mind. Why did people work for a living, was this all there was to life? Living for money to buy things and then at the end, you die and it was all for nothing. What was the reason all of this bad stuff was happening to me? My parents rejected me, my friends rejected me. I was good for nothing.



As I knelt there on my knees, it all became clear. Jesus was real. Satan was real and he was trying to destroy me. But in that moment the light was shining through the window and I knew Jesus was right there saying, "Come unto Me. I will give you life eternal." All of my questions were answered! He showed me why I am here. To receive Him or to reject Him. I received Him right then. He made all old things from that moment, pass away. I was forgiven and all things, even I, became new. Satan had no more hold on me. He was exposed and defeated. Jesus showed me I could have eternal life by giving Him my life. I wanted to go home right there and then, but I now realize He has given me eternal life and He has His perfect plan for me. He has my life, I am not my own.



It doesn't matter if I live or die now, because I know that to live is Christ and to die is great gain. He is alive in me, to do what He wants to do. Thank you, Jesus for dying for my sins so I could be dead with you and thank you, Jesus for rising from the dead, so I could rise with you and be with you forever, because you are God!

In Him~Kevin



First Birth-1959
Second Birth-1984
FOREVER-HE LIVES!




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